cry baby

i am sooo upset when my manager scold me today...


working for freaking long oredi still got scolding... i noe i am at fault... but then dunno y just felt like soooo upset..

cried all the way at work.. cannot stop.. so embarrassing... but then still... speechless....

y am i a cry baby... crying means losing the battle... i hate it... but just can't change the habit... dammit... haihz... life goes on...

I know wat u did last summer...

Last summer was awesome yet dramatic... partially the reason is because of fear of losing frens, fear of frens being snatch away, protecting frens...

Seriously, i dun mind if i dun hav any frenz... but stop putting that kinda look as if i wanna snatch away all ya frenz... because i am NOT...

u guys can go and hav all the fun but that doesn't mean that i cant have frenz 2... Alamak! sometimes i just dun understand, wat's the point of being so competitive?? can earn money issit?? haihz... come on la.. just stop being fake and artificial... i simply just not comfortable wif it...

Haihz.. every summer also hav to fight for frenz... look at ur face when i hav more frenz... wat's the point??

Seriously, sometimes i just simply dun understand the youngsters or am i just simply tooooooo old to understand the changes of environment... CHILDISH!!!

Happy names.. hehe!!

I dunno y but our group has a lot of unique names for example...


1) Matthew - Matiu / Cibai man (Mother Fucker)

2) Serena - Sai li nia (Slap ur mum)

3) Roselynn - Lo si Leng (screwdriver)

4) Jacyn - Jie xing (dish wash liquid slogan)

5) Annie - Anymore (coz her husband surname is moh)

6) Charles - Chou si (smelly) / Ah lao (Hubby)

7) Madeleine - Ma de Ling (Dammit ling)

8) Eric wibowo - Wei bow bow

9) Clare - Kelar

10) Jack moh - Z moh

11) Ee mei - Ee mai (Barley)

12) Darrel - Da / Ah lim

13) Woo jin - Eugene

14) Landy - Ah Lan

15) Gavin - Conman (wakakakakaka!!!)



To be honest, all these name are still in used... surprisingly, we response to the name... how amazing... hehe!!


This entry is just for some remembrance of our unique names... Those were the happy times... hehe!!





* Pls contact me if u think you would like to add on to my happy name list.*

Drunk ? ? ?

My fren leave us a lil' malibu in the fridge, therefore we decided to drink it with my housemate.
Later within 30 mins my housemate become very tired and did not talk much but kept on laughing... The most cheerful smile i ever seen in his face like 3 yrs old kid... unable to stand up, need ppl to carry him... hehe kaka!!

Walking into the room laughing... then follow on with....






SLAM!! drop to the bed!! like a dead corpse without moving or making a sound...

Lastly, CLIMAX TO THE MAX!! Ta Da!! our drunken prince Close up!! i wonder how he breath.


Conclusion, all we need is just a few more MALIBUS!! hey next week drinking session before u go back to msia... hehe!!

* Face are not shown due to privacy and reputation.

I have NEVER seen such a person b4... NEVER!!!!!!!!!

i have never seen such a person before in my life... Feltt soooooo FUCKING disrespectful by her...

So called being a fren, it means respect, NOT calculative, being nice and true...NOT making use of ppl's car n taking advantage of what they have....

Being silence doesn't mean that i can't be bother if u wanna be a bitch or slut.. that is ur problem... but no need to show me that u r FUCKING elegant and sophiscated.. so articial... sometimes i wonder if MARTEL has did some experiment and did a real life barbie doll... Really fake like the barbie doll lor... NOT the plastic surgery fake.. but the personality fake...

U insulted the wallet given by my BF... i dun care if it is a joke or being sarcastic... all i noe is i felt OFFENDED!!!!!!

when u need me, u fucking being nice... dammit... then u no need me, u fuck wif me... hehe!!

I have no idea bout ur relationship... n not interested to know.. but ur emotions is just toooo jumpy that sometimes u just vent on me... CAN U SEE?? NOOOO!!! FUCKING NOOOO!!! coz u think that i am a person where u dun respect and can just vent on me...!!!

U dun fucking pay on my uni fees.. u dun feed me... so get out of my life!!! U R just simply tooo ARROGANT!!! well ppl say that u r rational n mature so that's y watever u say is true.. but i think very unlikely... u have not seen much.. no exposure... so dun act like one... u noe, the pot is calling the kettle black... so if u say ppl... pls think twice.. or i can give u a SUPER 80" x 80" mirror on ur birthday!!! REFLECT LA WEI!!!

I might say the wrong thing once... i apologise before... to accept it o not, it's ur prob... well u wanna stereotype me that kinda person... that's ur problem... this shows that u dunno me well enuf... doesn't matter to me anyway... but then y wanna act like soooo close to me.. but actually provoking me in behind.. damn clever n cunning la u...

u noe wat... STOP FUCKING SAY THAT U R MY BEST FREN WHEN U R DRUNK OR DOWN... COZ I AM SOOOOO NOT UR FREN.... wat's more to say best fren...


if u can cease all ur venting ur emotions and dun provoke me anymore, i will be most glad... i think i will have a very nice year...


** FOR UR INFO, my gucci wallet is genuine... i can even stick the real receipt in front of ur door... but wif ur standard of luxury stuff... i think u dun even know it is real or fake... or else u wont ask me this silly question to humilate urself...!!!

***** advice of the day : reflect urself before u make any comment, brain are use to think not boobs!! I believe in KARMA!!! *****

friends...

I just added my secondary junior into my blog...


I realised that everyone has keep in touch with their secondary friends... but i don't...


i've totally lost contact with them...


The friends that i contacted is either my primary, college or uni friends. i did not realised that i do not have secondary friends... That is ridiculous man...

I am so pathetic... i can remember a few but not all... my god... did i really study in secondary o not? Y i dun have friends one?? all got gang... i am the only dun have gang... wah dao!! haihZ... but it's ok la.. i try to make as many friends here to compensate what i have lost during my secondary years.!!! ROSELYNN JIA YOU!!!

dun worry tomolo will be a battar dai!!!

Scuba Diving

Wah dao...

Scub Scub Scub... ppl say fun, i say scary... like military training...

mana boleh oh.. my leg cannot tahan leh...

everyday jog also cannot la..

i think i got this SCUB-A-Phobia... they ask me for another pool training.. scary... haihz.. dunno wat to do again.. tsk tsk tsk* i wanna give up but then my fren support me to take it again.. hopefully i can this time...

I hope i can pass this time... hopefully i can do it.. haihz...

hope my leg can tahan... training hard for myself now...

See the beauty for underwater... 2 bad i cant see it now... hopefully i get to taste the beautiness of these little creature...!!

I AM NOT FINE

I am not fine, neither wants to interact with people for the moment.

i lost my phone, my bf went back to korea, and finance (major crisis i am suffering now)

wat the hell, everything just gone like that

the worse of all is my students stole my handphone and used it to download ringtones.

I did not realised that i am that dependant till WJ leave.

Now i dunno wat i can do. Everything just stuck up. All i hope now is to pack my bag and go back to malaysia. I dun care anything else anymore other than my own emotion and problems.


poor serena, she has to listen to all my craps and vent all my nasty anger on her.. hehe!! pai seh pai seh!! mood no good la.. hehe!! a bit crappy... ok la!! a lot crappy.. hehe!!

All i wanna conclude is pls leave alone for the moment... i will catch up wif ya guys when i m feeling better. sorry if i ignore any of you guys...

Sing-a-porean

Firstly, i am not discriminating people from their country sometimes i just dun understand SINGAPOREANS...

To be honest, i have singaporean frenz 2 and they seems to be fine... they dun have the "ANG MOH wannabe" attitude.


Today the most worst thing happen in murdoch uni today. I was sitting at the library... suddenly there are 2 person.. 2 singaporeans (a guy and a gal) just sat on my table without asking me n start acting like it is their table... HELLO!!!! i am here 1st.. u sat down here without asking me then starting to put ur laptop on my books... naturally i beshok... i just pull the book from the laptop... the gal act like soooo F***ing innocent...


Although singapore is already a developed country.. but that doesn't mean that they can throw their weights around... worse of all is the gal talk like OZ wif all the slang... but then sing "tanjung katong"... wat the hell... y not sing ur singapore anthem?? Singapore has been promoting "COURTESY campaign" but whr did all the campaign efforts go???!!! hehe!! i think only singaporeans noe...!!!!!

Kindy Experience...

i have been teaching for almost a week... 2molo is my last day... kinda sad coz i began to get close to them... yet have to leave them...

I learn a few things... but one of my main problems are my talking pace as well as my MALAYSIAN accent.

My student, liviya, she could only communicate in chinese has been very very 'MANJA' towards me.. start hugging n holding my hands... that is very sweet of her...

In contrast is Lily, she talks back at me in a very rude manner... i think it is because i have been neglecting her and she need attention but of coz through the negative side... no matter how, kids are still kids...

i would say teaching a kindy is truly an experience for me... i start to think maybe i can be a teacher... all i need is positive attitude... i dun mean i dun have but i need more positive attitude...

my god... this kinda person exists... haihz... *shake head shake head*

i am not bitching neither backstabbing... but this time i find it realllllllllllly hard to understand WHY this kind of people still exist? I am NOT angry (because is none of my business) but kinda shock by this behaviour... i noe some people cant take straightforward comment, some people do... but i think i should be more *circle n circle n circle not triangle coz triangle got sharp edge* (if anyone watch i pronounce u chuck n larry, u'll understand wat im saying...hehe)

If one person cannot tahan another person, maybe is some *cough cough* cat fight or sth like that... but if everyone think so like that, meaning time to change or reflect urself in the mirror...

when u r at home, no one cares what you do or how u act at home coz they are your family... but when it comes to frenz, or living alone in the foreign country; it is totally a different thing. we have to give and take... dun just take n dun give... in the end, it will only make the person who always give felt negative. be considerate to frenz...

pls remember, the world wont change for u... it's u who change for the world... never take things for granted... good frenz hard to come by... if you lose it, it's hard to find another one which is as good as wat u have now... come to the point!! how many best buddies hav you lost????

does this question ever occur to you???????? i think it is time to start think bout it... there's always a reason for everything...

we are no longer young... time to face the reality, be an adult... honestly, you are already over your puberty period lor... so act maturely... haihz... in the end nothing to say but *shake head shake head*... love yourself is important but not to forget putting yourself into other ppl's shoes is also crucial too...

p/s: i fell 360 degree from the air by doing some stupid chinese acrobatic stunts... in the end got a big "banglow" on my head... haihz.. hehe!! but it is fun!!!

hihi!!

1st blog... hehe!! excited n dunno wat to write... when the feel come, i'll post more... hehe!! keep u guys update... kaka!! woooooohooooo!!!

A new blog.... a new start for me... heeeeeeeeehaaaaaaaaaa!!!