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BLOODY WHY????????????

2008-12-31T18:05:00.003+08:00

WHY are you so inconsiderate?
WHY did u always hurt somebody?
WHY din't u put urself into somebody's shoe?
WHY din't u ever thought of the surroundings?
WHY did u wanna lie?

CANT YOU BE HONEST and QUIT PLAYING WITH SOMEBODY's FEELING?
STOP BEING SELFISH and THINK.

I've tried to cover up ur arse, somehow, u seems to make things even worse. I've tried to 'close one eye', in the end, u still LIED!

I've lost trust in you! I shall never want to trust every word that came out from ur mouth again!!

I dun care wat u guys did, But pls do care bout my feelings! coz i SUFFERED becoz of you n you.

And YES I AM REFERRING TO YOU! NO DOUBT, IT'S YOU N YOU!

p/s: i'm venting my last anger for the year 2008... i dun wanna bring forward my anger. next yr is goin to be a good and peaceful yr.. hehe!! And happy new year everyone.. hehe!!

no more writings

2008-09-08T15:05:00.003+08:00

no "ommmmmph" to write blogs... i m considering of isolate this blog... no time to write... so many things happen but dunno whr to start from... hehe!! so i think i rather just keep in as memory rather than writing it out...

Asian??!!

2008-09-08T14:59:00.003+08:00

it's been a long time since i update myself... so many things happen but i'm just tooooooo lazy to write... hehe!!

i m sooo angry, just a few weeks ago... these bloody asians... from mainland n hongkong... terrible... wat a disgrace!! all those spoilt brats...

this is how the story goes...

i was working nite shift... then this group came in n get some food... once they finish, they started to gamble in my workplace... i m fine wif u guys gambling.. but i m not fine when u finish n put all those fucking plates around the table... wat the fuck!! These bloody ppl are just soooooooo terrible... so inconsiderate... not even a single PLEASE! or THANK YOU!!

so who should i blame for their rude manners? parents? or their society?? but seriously, i have never encouter such rude asian group before... haihz... i was so embarrased that day coz i m the only asian working n those fuckers portrays these kind of manners... haihz... all my collegues start to think negative towards asians d... haihz...

People, society, fake, hypocrite...

2008-08-02T22:30:00.003+08:00

The world always seem to be perfect but it is just artificial. People work, relax, eat and sleep... everything seems to be fine.. but actually does it look as perfect as it seems??

No one discuss about the ugliness of world or i should say society. I salute people who able to talk about someone and just act normal. Trying to cover up the shits is just too hypocrite... Putting up a mask, trying to be nice... sometimes i wonder, aren't they trying too hard? Eveyone is different... therefore one can't have the entire world to please or like him/her...

I personally do not understand, does power have such a big influence to people?is it that crucial... i understand that if one has power, it able to bring convenience but then i unable to think of other reasons for power. Isn't everyone equal? I dun care bout hierarchy, as long as i think that wat i do is benefial, then that's the end of the story... I dun need power to do things.. all i need is experience... at least i talk wif my brains not balls... i dun need a back up for everything i do... coz i noe wat i do is fucking RIGHT... sometimes i just dun understand why there are so many morons in the world?

I may be not perfect but at least i try to stand up for people who gets bullied, but somehow i think that there are so many things i cant do... so many things happen but i just cant do anything... how hopeless i felt...

Cut story short... i just felt uncomfortable with my surrounding... i felt intimidated wif my environment.. wif my surrounding... probably, i should just care bout myself just like everyone else... only Silly Roselynn will care bout things around her... live selfishly, then people will think that u are a good person...

P/S: i hav no idea what i am writing... if anyone could understand... congrats! coz i dun understand...

Disaster!!

2008-07-06T22:17:00.002+08:00

Today damn Chio lor!! My manager just came back on his holiday, first day of work after a month break... things started to break into pieces... As usual on sundays, my work place is always busy... but dunno why today is extremely bz... then suddenly.... MY till broke... i tried to repair the machine... after 5 mins i give up... coz too many customer waiting d... then i call my manager, he tried another 10 mins... cannot also give up d... then he asked my another manager to fixed it... so tried for another 15 mins... also cannot work... so he changed the entire till to the old one... (damn chio lor) i dint know the till just break on me... makes me so lose face... like my fault... then suddenly....

The fish tank water pipe burst... water flushes out like waterfall... my god... counter 1 was flooded with water... all customers run away... things just happen once they replace a new till for me... they manage to stop the water... then things happen again...

The smoke alarm went off... The look at the managers face were like WTF!!!#$%#^... wat is goin on today... y like that... things doesn't seems to be very smooth...

Then suddenly, we realised that probably cicerello's welcome the manager... all the equipment are soooooo excited to see him... so it went bonkus... hehe!!

but overall... things are ok at nite... we had fun... lotsa fun... n not many crappy customers... hehe!!

NOW??

2008-07-04T22:27:00.003+08:00

Today, me, charles n *Somebody* went out to eat dinner... then after dinner, our car got stop by the police... this is how the scenario works:

Police : I am mr.police from the division of Metropolitan area. (he spoke quite fast n mumbly)

Somebody: Sorry! what were you saying??

Police : I am trying to tell u my name. (Then he repeat his name n division again)

Somebody: Oh!

Police : Move forward your vehicle.

Somebody: NOW??!!

Police : =_=''

For god sake, of coz move the vehicle now la... not tomorrow or next yr... but this gal seriously steady lor... for the first time i ever see a gal asking the policeman what he is saying especially he is introducing himself. When she asked now to the policeman, he refused to answer... hehe!! i noe y coz he must be thinking y this guy *weird weird* one.. hehe!!

it is very kind of him to not give us any ticket...

p/s: i'll give little hint who *somebody* was... She drove a white toyota with 1 headlight spoilt... she stay in KR ensuite room... hehe!! pretty much for a hint d... wakakakakakaka!!

P/p/s: Sorry to the *somebody* but such nice story need to be spread out to the others... let ppl enjoy the funny-ness too.. hehe!!

Stupid Cupid is picking on me!! (remember this song?)

2008-06-26T09:59:00.003+08:00

Some say being love is better than loving someone... but to me i think that i prefer to love someone better at least i feel bad not the one that i love feel bad...

All this while i have the courage to tell the person that i like him but this time, it is different... i cant spill a word saying that i like him coz i know the table will turn around if i confess... omg!! how suffering i am now!! unable to spill a word to anybody but then i have to build all the emotions in me... dammit... how leh!!!

Suffer most is my housemates becoz of the bottle up emotions in me... cause me very frustrated!! I have given up this opportunity once... because at that time i m blind... but this time i am no longer blind... i can see better n clearer... but the opportunity will never return...

How can i confess to u saying that i like u all these while? How can i reveal myself without causing all the chaos? can anybody know how i feel? i just felt that we are drifted apart...

I dint realised that actually i like you for quite a while, is just that i am uncertain to my feelings...

*P/s: Mr. Cupid, stop playing tricks on me...

*p/p/s: i've done everything i could to get close to you but yet i received nothing from you. Seeing you close wif another gal just makes me feel like a knife stabbing into my chest. Can u pls understand that?

Seeing you happy is the most happiest thing to me...

movie... the hulk

2008-06-18T20:27:00.003+08:00

this movie... some say nice, some say not...

To me, i think it is a bit disappointed... it supposed to have a lot of animation and fightings... but i think the movie lack of animation and also lack of 'suspends'... a lot of running but does not make sense... i know the storyline is based of marvel comic but i expected more just like the trailer... They have all the A-list star in the film, therefore they should make full use of it...

To my disappointment, i think that spiderman is better... even batman is better than this film.

Everybody has different perspective towards this film... so i think this film does not go well...

Time to buck up guys... 2008, i could categorise this as one of the not so good list in my movie film...

i love this

2008-06-01T23:06:00.003+08:00

reply post (this is also not a stereotyping post)

2008-05-24T19:16:00.004+08:00

my reply to thewaysiperceive, i think everyone has their own perceptions and thinking...

i think that guys are still a bit "dumb" when it comes to reading gal's mood... first of all, can guys read people's expression before making any statements? U persist that women to changed during menstrual time, i bet u must have bad experiences somewhere or else u wouldn't be so persistent about the changes in women's mood. haha!!

One more thing i have to argue is that, i am glad that guys know that women get mood swings, then dun come n provoke us la.. hehe!! it takes 2 hands to clap rite.. hehe!!

all i can say is that guys are not mind readers but DEFINITELY able to read face expression rite... guys are not stupid but sometimes are 'dumb'... for those who are dumb, they deserve to be scold... coz they are soooo 'kayu'... hehe!!

** all these is based on my own opinion**

molestation!!

2008-05-18T17:22:00.002+08:00

damn knnccb lor!! (pardon me for using these words at the beginning..)

i got molested at wolworth...

this chi ko pek uncle bang me from behind n say push the blame at the 'angmoh' behind him...

at first i tot because he got push from the passer by... then the second time at the same place... again.. i totally got scared because he caught me unexpectedly...

i can feel his dick at my butt crack.. felt so dirty...

i can't imagine the poor girls who got raped... i surely can feel how these gals felt... sad n pathetic...

dammit maybe i should go to china to learn 'kiap lan kungfu'... dammit... if next time i see this guy again.. i will castrate his penis n feed it to dogs...

wah lao.. worse thing is like wat the heck banging on the gals butt crack.. desperate go masturbate la... knnccb...

Exhausted...

2008-05-11T10:53:00.001+08:00

i am tired
because of wisdom and knowledge

i am tired
because i cannot think of anything

i am tired
because my vision is blur

i am tired
bacause everything is empty

i am tired
because i miss my frenz n family

all i wanna do now is sleep, sleep, n sleep...

insecure

2008-05-05T12:07:00.004+08:00

my relationship has been cursed by somebody... it can never last more than 1.5 years.. no kidding mate... it's true.. since that curse... all my relationship ends at 1 year... never beyond 1.5 years... but i believe in karma... coz wat comes around goes around... it might not happen on her but her family or her kids... KARMA my dear!! if u r reading this u might noe who i m talking about...!! NO DOUBT!! IT'S U!!

twice got cheated, insecure... both by my exes... lucky i m not married to any of those. poor those women who married to them...

1 st marriage

2nd marriage

one after one come back to me like a lighting... dammit dunno y.. probably some tell me stuff... some called me back... but then dammit... cant be bother anymore...

as long as there is uncomfortable-ness or insecureness... i'll block it... i believe my 'knight' will come to me one day. i believe i will find my comfortable and secure...

p/s: i'm not desperate... just that suddenly both these two issues come back to me... kahwin sudahla... y wanna find me back... ?? haihz...

Anger...??

2008-05-05T11:56:00.002+08:00

i had a massive arguement with my collegue today becoz she started to throw attitude to me... cat fight between us... i noe the gal has close relationship wif the managers but then still no need to backstab me rite... fucking show attitude...

watever la... then of coz i tak shiok la... then my fren come n tell me that it is her last day so at least say goodbye to her... haihz... damn hate it lor especially not my fault...

ok la, i be a good gal say good bye to her... recite all the script to the gal...

then the guy say thank you... happy ending... haihz...

p/s: coz long time dint write post d.. so write sth on it.. but this is a true story...

blessing or trashing...

2008-02-24T21:13:00.003+08:00

A "friend" of mine is getting married...

It should be a happy occasion... marriage is always a blessing n be bless by friends n family.

Blissful marriage... pretty isn't?

However, this couple is different. They not only received sarcasm but also gossips by others... For the 1st time in my life, i noe that this couple has been making use of their friends to be together. It is alrite to find our love ones but not through hurting and making the whole group suffer. This sound sooo not rite.

I heard that the only one who bless them is their family... people even say, "jian fu hav to married ying fu" so that their wont hurt more people...

nobody wanted to attend their wedding. Haihz... After created a havoc between their frenship, now they asked people to be their bridemaids and bestmans, i think it is a bit ridiculous... or probable their dun have frens anymore.

But seriously, i really pity this couple... no matter how, i wish them all the best. Hope they will face people more mature as now they are oredi adults...

GET a ROOOOOOOM... or A380...

2008-02-24T20:49:00.002+08:00

This is the most memorable flight i ever had... i've been taking flights but never see such kinda couple b4....

before that just note that i am sitting TIGERAIRWAYS... BUDGET airlines...

The couple board on the plane like 5 mins before me... that's ok... then they take their sweet 10 mins to put the bags into the compartment... causing huge massive jam for those passenger who are boarding... so i tot it's ok to be slightly inconsiderate... then that's not more... i had huge bag to put on the compartment but he just totally ignore me... without helping me, he just take his sweet time n start hugging his partner...

through out the 5 hours, the couple start hugging, "skin to skin" process...

i really wanna suggest them to take A380 flight, in there got their personal room.. can "skin to skin" and nobody cares...

worse of all, fucking damn sua ku, n also annoying... not on ly just their gesture... but also selfish n obnoxious... haihz... probably, next time i could choose to sit a better airline...

living in kampung

2008-01-30T18:10:00.000+08:00

My house no internet.. haihz... i noe i m still living in a stone age... but then dun worry when i come back to perth... i will upload heaps of pretty pictures... hehe kaka!! most importantly...

congrats to Mr n Mrs MOH... (Jack n Annie moh) ~~ blissful marriage ~~

Happy birthday to Charles the gay cum ah lao cum my ah lao... Wish u soon soon li li... cepat cepat masak... hehe!!

and also all my pretty sv gals n boys... miss ya guys...!! n paiseh coz my place no internet so a bit hard to find...

cry baby

2007-12-23T17:01:00.000+08:00

i am sooo upset when my manager scold me today...

working for freaking long oredi still got scolding... i noe i am at fault... but then dunno y just felt like soooo upset..

cried all the way at work.. cannot stop.. so embarrassing... but then still... speechless....

y am i a cry baby... crying means losing the battle... i hate it... but just can't change the habit... dammit... haihz... life goes on...

I know wat u did last summer...

2007-12-15T07:22:00.000+08:00

Last summer was awesome yet dramatic... partially the reason is because of fear of losing frens, fear of frens being snatch away, protecting frens...

Seriously, i dun mind if i dun hav any frenz... but stop putting that kinda look as if i wanna snatch away all ya frenz... because i am NOT...

u guys can go and hav all the fun but that doesn't mean that i cant have frenz 2... Alamak! sometimes i just dun understand, wat's the point of being so competitive?? can earn money issit?? haihz... come on la.. just stop being fake and artificial... i simply just not comfortable wif it...

Haihz.. every summer also hav to fight for frenz... look at ur face when i hav more frenz... wat's the point??

Seriously, sometimes i just simply dun understand the youngsters or am i just simply tooooooo old to understand the changes of environment... CHILDISH!!!

Happy names.. hehe!!

2007-12-05T12:30:00.000+08:00

I dunno y but our group has a lot of unique names for example...

1) Matthew - Matiu / Cibai man (Mother Fucker)

2) Serena - Sai li nia (Slap ur mum)

3) Roselynn - Lo si Leng (screwdriver)

4) Jacyn - Jie xing (dish wash liquid slogan)

5) Annie - Anymore (coz her husband surname is moh)

6) Charles - Chou si (smelly) / Ah lao (Hubby)

7) Madeleine - Ma de Ling (Dammit ling)

8) Eric wibowo - Wei bow bow

9) Clare - Kelar

10) Jack moh - Z moh

11) Ee mei - Ee mai (Barley)

12) Darrel - Da / Ah lim

13) Woo jin - Eugene

14) Landy - Ah Lan

15) Gavin - Conman (wakakakakaka!!!)

To be honest, all these name are still in used... surprisingly, we response to the name... how amazing... hehe!!

This entry is just for some remembrance of our unique names... Those were the happy times... hehe!!

* Pls contact me if u think you would like to add on to my happy name list.*

Drunk ? ? ?

2007-12-05T10:22:00.001+08:00

My fren leave us a lil' malibu in the fridge, therefore we decided to drink it with my housemate.
Later within 30 mins my housemate become very tired and did not talk much but kept on laughing... The most cheerful smile i ever seen in his face like 3 yrs old kid... unable to stand up, need ppl to carry him... hehe kaka!!

Walking into the room laughing... then follow on with....

SLAM!! drop to the bed!! like a dead corpse without moving or making a sound...

Lastly, CLIMAX TO THE MAX!! Ta Da!! our drunken prince Close up!! i wonder how he breath.

Conclusion, all we need is just a few more MALIBUS!! hey next week drinking session before u go back to msia... hehe!!

* Face are not shown due to privacy and reputation.

I have NEVER seen such a person b4... NEVER!!!!!!!!!

2007-11-24T23:02:00.000+08:00

i have never seen such a person before in my life... Feltt soooooo FUCKING disrespectful by her...

So called being a fren, it means respect, NOT calculative, being nice and true...NOT making use of ppl's car n taking advantage of what they have....

Being silence doesn't mean that i can't be bother if u wanna be a bitch or slut.. that is ur problem... but no need to show me that u r FUCKING elegant and sophiscated.. so articial... sometimes i wonder if MARTEL has did some experiment and did a real life barbie doll... Really fake like the barbie doll lor... NOT the plastic surgery fake.. but the personality fake...

U insulted the wallet given by my BF... i dun care if it is a joke or being sarcastic... all i noe is i felt OFFENDED!!!!!!

when u need me, u fucking being nice... dammit... then u no need me, u fuck wif me... hehe!!

I have no idea bout ur relationship... n not interested to know.. but ur emotions is just toooo jumpy that sometimes u just vent on me... CAN U SEE?? NOOOO!!! FUCKING NOOOO!!! coz u think that i am a person where u dun respect and can just vent on me...!!!

U dun fucking pay on my uni fees.. u dun feed me... so get out of my life!!! U R just simply tooo ARROGANT!!! well ppl say that u r rational n mature so that's y watever u say is true.. but i think very unlikely... u have not seen much.. no exposure... so dun act like one... u noe, the pot is calling the kettle black... so if u say ppl... pls think twice.. or i can give u a SUPER 80" x 80" mirror on ur birthday!!! REFLECT LA WEI!!!

I might say the wrong thing once... i apologise before... to accept it o not, it's ur prob... well u wanna stereotype me that kinda person... that's ur problem... this shows that u dunno me well enuf... doesn't matter to me anyway... but then y wanna act like soooo close to me.. but actually provoking me in behind.. damn clever n cunning la u...

u noe wat... STOP FUCKING SAY THAT U R MY BEST FREN WHEN U R DRUNK OR DOWN... COZ I AM SOOOOO NOT UR FREN.... wat's more to say best fren...

if u can cease all ur venting ur emotions and dun provoke me anymore, i will be most glad... i think i will have a very nice year...

** FOR UR INFO, my gucci wallet is genuine... i can even stick the real receipt in front of ur door... but wif ur standard of luxury stuff... i think u dun even know it is real or fake... or else u wont ask me this silly question to humilate urself...!!!

***** advice of the day : reflect urself before u make any comment, brain are use to think not boobs!! I believe in KARMA!!! *****

friends...

2007-11-06T18:35:00.000+08:00

I just added my secondary junior into my blog...

I realised that everyone has keep in touch with their secondary friends... but i don't...

i've totally lost contact with them...

The friends that i contacted is either my primary, college or uni friends. i did not realised that i do not have secondary friends... That is ridiculous man...

I am so pathetic... i can remember a few but not all... my god... did i really study in secondary o not? Y i dun have friends one?? all got gang... i am the only dun have gang... wah dao!! haihZ... but it's ok la.. i try to make as many friends here to compensate what i have lost during my secondary years.!!! ROSELYNN JIA YOU!!!

dun worry tomolo will be a battar dai!!!

Scuba Diving

2007-10-25T19:04:00.000+08:00

Wah dao...

Scub Scub Scub... ppl say fun, i say scary... like military training...

mana boleh oh.. my leg cannot tahan leh...

everyday jog also cannot la..

i think i got this SCUB-A-Phobia... they ask me for another pool training.. scary... haihz.. dunno wat to do again.. tsk tsk tsk* i wanna give up but then my fren support me to take it again.. hopefully i can this time...

I hope i can pass this time... hopefully i can do it.. haihz...

hope my leg can tahan... training hard for myself now...

See the beauty for underwater... 2 bad i cant see it now... hopefully i get to taste the beautiness of these little creature...!!

I AM NOT FINE

2007-10-25T00:10:00.000+08:00

I am not fine, neither wants to interact with people for the moment.

i lost my phone, my bf went back to korea, and finance (major crisis i am suffering now)

wat the hell, everything just gone like that

the worse of all is my students stole my handphone and used it to download ringtones.

I did not realised that i am that dependant till WJ leave.

Now i dunno wat i can do. Everything just stuck up. All i hope now is to pack my bag and go back to malaysia. I dun care anything else anymore other than my own emotion and problems.

poor serena, she has to listen to all my craps and vent all my nasty anger on her.. hehe!! pai seh pai seh!! mood no good la.. hehe!! a bit crappy... ok la!! a lot crappy.. hehe!!

All i wanna conclude is pls leave alone for the moment... i will catch up wif ya guys when i m feeling better. sorry if i ignore any of you guys...

Sing-a-porean

2007-10-09T17:53:00.000+08:00

Firstly, i am not discriminating people from their country sometimes i just dun understand SINGAPOREANS...

To be honest, i have singaporean frenz 2 and they seems to be fine... they dun have the "ANG MOH wannabe" attitude.

Today the most worst thing happen in murdoch uni today. I was sitting at the library... suddenly there are 2 person.. 2 singaporeans (a guy and a gal) just sat on my table without asking me n start acting like it is their table... HELLO!!!! i am here 1st.. u sat down here without asking me then starting to put ur laptop on my books... naturally i beshok... i just pull the book from the laptop... the gal act like soooo F***ing innocent...

Although singapore is already a developed country.. but that doesn't mean that they can throw their weights around... worse of all is the gal talk like OZ wif all the slang... but then sing "tanjung katong"... wat the hell... y not sing ur singapore anthem?? Singapore has been promoting "COURTESY campaign" but whr did all the campaign efforts go???!!! hehe!! i think only singaporeans noe...!!!!!

Kindy Experience...

2007-09-06T19:30:00.001+08:00

i have been teaching for almost a week... 2molo is my last day... kinda sad coz i began to get close to them... yet have to leave them...

I learn a few things... but one of my main problems are my talking pace as well as my MALAYSIAN accent.

My student, liviya, she could only communicate in chinese has been very very 'MANJA' towards me.. start hugging n holding my hands... that is very sweet of her...

In contrast is Lily, she talks back at me in a very rude manner... i think it is because i have been neglecting her and she need attention but of coz through the negative side... no matter how, kids are still kids...

i would say teaching a kindy is truly an experience for me... i start to think maybe i can be a teacher... all i need is positive attitude... i dun mean i dun have but i need more positive attitude...

my god... this kinda person exists... haihz... shake head shake head

2007-08-28T23:47:00.000+08:00

i am not bitching neither backstabbing... but this time i find it realllllllllllly hard to understand WHY this kind of people still exist? I am NOT angry (because is none of my business) but kinda shock by this behaviour... i noe some people cant take straightforward comment, some people do... but i think i should be more *circle n circle n circle not triangle coz triangle got sharp edge* (if anyone watch i pronounce u chuck n larry, u'll understand wat im saying...hehe)

If one person cannot tahan another person, maybe is some *cough cough* cat fight or sth like that... but if everyone think so like that, meaning time to change or reflect urself in the mirror...

when u r at home, no one cares what you do or how u act at home coz they are your family... but when it comes to frenz, or living alone in the foreign country; it is totally a different thing. we have to give and take... dun just take n dun give... in the end, it will only make the person who always give felt negative. be considerate to frenz...

pls remember, the world wont change for u... it's u who change for the world... never take things for granted... good frenz hard to come by... if you lose it, it's hard to find another one which is as good as wat u have now... come to the point!! how many best buddies hav you lost????

does this question ever occur to you???????? i think it is time to start think bout it... there's always a reason for everything...

we are no longer young... time to face the reality, be an adult... honestly, you are already over your puberty period lor... so act maturely... haihz... in the end nothing to say but *shake head shake head*... love yourself is important but not to forget putting yourself into other ppl's shoes is also crucial too...

p/s: i fell 360 degree from the air by doing some stupid chinese acrobatic stunts... in the end got a big "banglow" on my head... haihz.. hehe!! but it is fun!!!

hihi!!

2007-08-28T00:44:00.000+08:00

1st blog... hehe!! excited n dunno wat to write... when the feel come, i'll post more... hehe!! keep u guys update... kaka!! woooooohooooo!!!

A new blog.... a new start for me... heeeeeeeeehaaaaaaaaaa!!!