insecure

my relationship has been cursed by somebody... it can never last more than 1.5 years.. no kidding mate... it's true.. since that curse... all my relationship ends at 1 year... never beyond 1.5 years... but i believe in karma... coz wat comes around goes around... it might not happen on her but her family or her kids... KARMA my dear!! if u r reading this u might noe who i m talking about...!! NO DOUBT!! IT'S U!!


twice got cheated, insecure... both by my exes... lucky i m not married to any of those. poor those women who married to them...



1 st marriage

2nd marriage

one after one come back to me like a lighting... dammit dunno y.. probably some tell me stuff... some called me back... but then dammit... cant be bother anymore...

as long as there is uncomfortable-ness or insecureness... i'll block it... i believe my 'knight' will come to me one day. i believe i will find my comfortable and secure...

p/s: i'm not desperate... just that suddenly both these two issues come back to me... kahwin sudahla... y wanna find me back... ?? haihz...